End of a relationship...

When you hit "that" end, when you can feel your days are numbered, it is a strange feeling. Do you find yourself constantly thinking, "this will be the last time we…."? Your current relationship dictates how you approach the situation. It can be a morose, or a reliving time when it comes down to the last days. 

You gather with friends, celebrating their departure from your life whether positive or negative. Regardless of their impact on your life, they've changed you. You've shared moments,  memories, and experiences. 

"Each friend represents a world in us, a world possibly not born until they arrive" ~Anais Nin

Only time will tell what your future relationship has in store. Whether it be long distance, painful memories of a happier time or just a lack of communication, one can hope always for the best possible outcome. To hope for a possibility for that person to continue to exist in your life, or just your thoughts.

"In everyone's life, at some time, our inner fire goes out. It is then burst into flame by an encounter with another human being. We should be thankful for those people who rekindle the inner spirit." ~Albert Schweitzer

Positive thoughts, get on the right track

It has been forever since I have written anything in this blog. I feel that is okay, as no one reads it anyways.

Recently my life has a done a crazy shift around. Once you get out of the burning building, through the flames, through the smoke and heat, out into the street and you heartbeat begins to return to normal, only then do you start to grasp the new situation you have been handed. At this point you can check and feel your wounds and decide how you are about to live for the next five minutes.

I am currently in this moment, although I have been stretching it out. Instead of being proactive with my time, I have been enjoying the lack of responsibilities.  

Hopefully now I can gain some determination and start working towards my dreams. Life is about climbing that staircase, one step at a time. I have gotten to a great flight of stairs, but I have sat down. I need to force myself to continue walking. Only I can make myself do so.